The drawing represents a dream I had. I believe
it was a premonition, and I have tried to depict the imagery
that links the real event with the dream. I dreamt that my car
was stolen by three men and two women, the latter of whom looked
at me from the back of my own car where they were sitting. For
some reason, they changed the plate of my car before departing
towards some woods. I could read the numbers on the new plate,
which were "16 16 80 23." In the dream I knew where these people
lived, so I went to their house. In the middle of their study
room there was a huge circular drawing of the new plate, which
featured the same numbers, "H5" on the side, and the portrait
of a woman in profile.
The day after the dream I tried to figure out
the meaning of the numbers on the plate, and I realized that
they stood for a latitude ("16 16") and a longitude ("80 23")
in degrees and minutes. I used to practice astrology, and thus
I am familiar with coordinates of this sort. However, I still
did not know the cardinal directions (north or south, and east
or west). At that point I looked at the "H5," and I realized
that it indicated the distance in hours from the GMT (+/-5h).
As the drawing of the girl looked Asian in style, I checked
the coordinates of Asian countries. The longitude had to be
east (16N16, and the latitude north (80E23). This points to
the Indian region of Andhra Pradesh. Some hours later, I heard
on the news that many people in this region died when their
bus hit a landmine in a wood many miles from Hyderabad, the
capital of Andhra Pradesh. The landmine was left by a terrorist
group which demands the independence of the region for more
than two decades. The day after, five rebels belonging to this
organization where killed by the police in another wood in the
same area. Among them, there were 2 women.
Although I will never be sure that the dream
referred to such a tragedy, I cannot find another explanation
for it that relates more to my life. Its symbolism was certainly
important, very vivid, and the faces of the two women were particularly
perturbing. Even though they were somewhat frightening, there
was pain in their eyes. I am intrigued with the myth of Daphne,
and I made several paintings depicting it. With this drawing
I tried to expand on it, and it may be that the dream, or the
real event, relate to my experience in this sense.
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